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Well...I'm not really sure what to write exactly... Where to start? Life is very VERY VERY complicated right now inside my head. On the outside, its the same as usual. School, work, boyfriend, friends, facebook...blah blah blah. But things are not as they seem. My emotions are everywhere and life is not as simple and easy as it looks on the outside :( My boyfriend recently enlisted in the navy. I am scared. Even though he won't be out in all the action overseas, he won't be here with me. Safe. I'm trying really hard to be ok, but I feel a little betrayed and very abandoned by his choice. How am I supposed to react? I suppose everyone would

Well! Much like my best friend Suona, I have not updated ANYTHING. I've attempted some more poetry but I don't like anything enough to submit it. Any hoot, life has been an emotional roller coaster lately. Up and down sideways and even diagonal at times. I'm not really sure what's going on all the time and things are getting crazy. I feel like something is not right somehow...Oh well. No sense looking for trouble right? It always seems to find me without any help -.-' My christmas break went out the window with working and stuff but I made some good money :D :D Money equals yay!!!! I've cut my school week down to two days so I can work the

What do you do when you feel like your world is crashing down around you and you feel like there's nothing you can do about it? One week has changed everything it seems and I'm not sure yet if it'll all go back to normal or if these changes are permanent. Things don't quite feel right, and even though no one has told me yet that I even need to fear, its there anyways...just stuck in there, like a virus eating away at me until I'm about ready to break down over and over. Occupying myself does nothing, because as soon as I'm alone, it hits: that mind numbing fear. How can one week shift everything so completely? Was this foundation really so we